First off, I have to admit that I didn't think anything would change because we've lived together 4 years. I know him inside out, as he does me. However, since the blissful day of September 20th I feel more connected, a deeper sense of love and belonging, a better camaraderie. I know without a doubt I have found my soul mate. Call me cheesy or cliche, but I know without a doubt in my mind that this is a FOREVER kind of love. I look at Chris and I see the man I am going to grow old with, the man I will eventually have a child with, the man who knows all my secrets and flaws and yet still falls more and more in love with me daily. He is who I didn't know I was praying for. God knew my needs before I did.
Everyday I wake up and feel more whole, more loved. I never knew I could love someone the way I love him. I find myself throughout the day counting down until I get to see him. I've never felt like I belonged anywhere before Chris came into my life, and now I know this is where I have always belonged; wherever he is is where I belong.
Chris is such a funny, charismatic, understanding man. He is the Ricky to my Lucy, though I'm far from that ditzy! 😜 I constantly find myself daydreaming or staring at him. He's so handsome, even when he's sleeping or working. I love the little line that develops between his eyebrows when he's thinking. I love that even after being together 5 years he's still opening my eyes to new experiences. For example, last weekend he took me hunting for the first time in my life. Every night when we lie down to go to bed, I put my head on his shoulder and I say this is the best part of my day. The connection I have with him is unbreakable and I know he's my one and only.
But now it is bed time for The Parson's.
XoXo,
Tia💋
